I talked to my dad

So I talked to my dad today. It really helped. I was struggling today more-so then yesterday about my ex. I was feeling like he must not have cared to be able to move on so quickly. My dad set those fears aside by informing me that he believed my ex gave me as much of his heart as a man could. And then informed me that men are different then women. It stated with Adam and Eve that the woman's heart would be for her husband and he would rule over her. God did not say that a man's heart would be to his wife. It doesn't mean that men would not love their wives, but men don't give as much of their heart as we women do. It helped a lot. I was feeling like I had wasted my time caring for someone that did not care for me as much. I was feeling a bit foolish as well. My dad said though that from what he could tell my ex was enamored by me. And that it was a huge blow when I broke up with him. It helped me to realize that though he's moving on he did in fact care at some point. It is just easier for him to let go then it is for me because I gave my heart and a woman's heart is for her husband. That's why the bible is very clear about women guarding their hearts because we need to save it for our husbands only.

So I feel more confident that I will be able to be strong and know that yes, things between my ex and I will permanently change, but that I was loved by him. He is such a good person. And has always given me anything he could. I guess I am sad that I will no longer have that kindness directed towards me. But I will need to move on.

Thanks daddy for being there for me. It means the world to me. Your comfort and support. I love you!