Revisiting Old Feelings

I've said this before and I'll probably say it again. Sometimes I feel like friends with Obsession and other times I feel like it's all in my head and he's sitting there scratching his head wondering how I ever got the impression we're friends. lol Yes, overactive imagination. I sent a few unanswered texts recently.

But looking through our history... In such a short time we became what I would call friends. Closer than most coworkers. Not best friends. lol We have yet to hang out outside of work. But I still feel closer to him than some of the people I have hung out with outside of work. He and I have shared a lot. 

I told him it was different talking to him in person vs text/phone. He said something about how he sends emojis, etc. to my texts and that is more than he does to his friends. I scoffed and said, what am I? He said he meant his buddies.

I have put smiley faces on his schedule board and he always erases them, but someone else put it up and he's kept it up every time I've come by it's still there. I've wondered if it's a girl in the payroll department. They seem to have a flirty relationship and she's definitely his type. lol But he has kept the Minnie and Daisy duck picture I put up in his office. We even took a pic with that behind us because it was the pic I gave him.

I'm his friend. Just his friend. And that's good! lol

Saw Obsession last week

There are days I still feel obsessed. But days like today I just don't care enough. Maybe I'm stressed. Maybe because I just got laid. Maybe I'm a little disappointed that we talked for a while last Wednesday when I went in to the office and a day later I found out he went on vacation... Seemed so odd he didn't share that. Made me feel less important. Made me realize that I'm an out of sight out of mind situation for him. I mean we talked about his school, and my parents anniversary party and the video I made for it. I don't know. Just seemed odd he wouldn't say "oh yeah my vacation starts tomorrow!" Maybe he's just a guy. lol I didn't find out until Friday. I had text him Thursday afternoon about my latest updates for my work situation and he never replied.

I'm being transferred after all this time of waiting to go full time in the local office, they are closing my area at this facility. A ton of us are being transferred back down to the other offices 40+ miles away. Thankfully I found out I'm just being transferred to another local office. It's not down the street from my place like this one is, but it's still not 40+ miles away! So that's a huge relief.

I did text Obsession a Happy Father's Day text and he replied to that pretty quick. So I guess there's that.

Either way, I was a bit torn about the transfer. I kept thinking I'd either stay here somehow or back to my old spot which meant seeing Obsession every day again. I had determined I was fine with either aside from the drive. I was really surprised when they told me I'm going to an office only a few more miles away. Not seeing Obsession. No working with my favorite boss. Now I'm in unknown territory. They don't have my position at this other office. I have no idea what kind of work I'll be doing. I have no idea who my boss will be. But... I will be closer to my new gym. I will still have the time to sleep and have a life outside of work and not dealing with a commute. There are so many positives I can't believe how thankful I was until I was told officially. It meant that I could still keep my distance from Obsession. That I can still work on my weight. That if it comes down to it, my husband can get a job and I'd be able to work my schedule around his. If I had a commute that wouldn't be possible.

So there you have it. A post all about how I'm not as obsessed with Obsession today... lol I'm a dork.