Dreams

So I woke up this morning feeling like I had been worked the night before... I had a sex dream last night. I remember having sex with an old friend from my goth days. In the dream I remember thinking to myself, why am I having sex with him!? He's a slut! Why am I here? Wait he's not wearing a condom! I have no idea where that thing has been! I freaked. Then told him to put on a condom at least. He asked why I didn't even go into an explanation. I remember helping him put on a flourecent pink condom. I remember feeling like I was cheating on my ex. I remember not enjoying it at all. It was so vivid. And still, it makes me sick just thinking about it.