Moments

So I've had a couple breathtaking moments. Those moments where you have to catch your breath when you remember the moment. 

• The moments he's looked into my eyes and says he's happy he has me to vent to about things. 
• The moment he apologized for not having time to chat one week because he's wanted to. 
• The moment he seemed sad it was time for me to go.
• The moment I caught his eye for a split second longer than I should have and he flashed a smile that made others turn to look at what he was smiling at... Wow... 

I struggle. And the first couple of weeks it was fine. But it feels more challenging. Probably because issues with Husband Creature made it easier to slip into obsessing over Obsession. I really think him being out of sight helped him be out of mind this last year.