So I wasn't expecting to see Obsession today. He said he was calling off to fill out an application but he ended up showing up today. At first it was awkward. His door was shut and he had a sign up saying "Busy, please knock." I was kind of annoyed. I felt ugly today. Felt like oh Obsession won't be there so I don't have to try as hard ... pfft! Stupid...
He shows up, my hair is NOT cooperating. So I say f-it and pull it back. I happened to walk out into the hall when he and a new girl in his unit walked by and she said, oh you look different with your hair up, I like it! He seemed to take it in but just continued to walk.
Later I came in and he happened to have his office open since he was heating up food. He looked at me intently and said "You do look different with your hair pulled up like that." His coworker was like, yeah right, you look really pretty. And he said yeah you do, I like it! And I was like, it's a bad hair day. He said well then I guess it turned into a good hair day. lol
*sigh*
I was telling my best friend about this. It's funny, she's been experiencing the same issue. Yet today she finally said she is trying to figure out how to make me look at this differently to not get all twitterpated. She understands but also doesn't see the end of it since I work with him. But just having her say something like that smacked me back into reality... *for now* lol
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